In the barber shop, Fang called to make an appointment to eat beef tendon noodles after a haircut.. On the phone, she said she was not feeling well and had a rest at home. She also mentioned how my shoes were not sold well and how many of her shoes were sold well. I hung up the phone in a hurry.. It’s my turn to have my hair cut soon. Fang is coming. The gray mourning that could not be covered on his face. Sure enough, she quietly told me that this period of time has just been handed in by borrowing more than half a million yuan.. I reminded the child to pay 20000 for the spring exam, and the dark clouds on her face gathered again before they could dissipate.. I can imagine the hardship and embarrassment of living in the lower class. My heart is very sympathetic, but I don’t want to lend a helping hand. Fang can guess, but I’d like to have a beef tendon noodles to show my little comfort.. Fang said at once, ” No, I’ll take care of it.”! I don’t insist on knowing that I can’t beat her. After finishing hair management, I paid with Alipay. In a local snack shop, we ordered a bowl of beef tendon noodles, a total of 11 yuan, Fang Fu’s cash. Holding a mobile phone, he said to me, WeChat has more than 1,000 yuan, for fear that I won’t believe it. Open the interface and let me see it. He also mentioned that he sold 20,000 shoes last month and was going to RT Mart to send shoes in the afternoon. Afraid that I won’t believe it, he opened WeChat to let me see it again.. During that time, she said she would come back late at noon and eat a bowl of beef tendon noodles here. Think of, I a person at home every day to deal with, also don’t give up to spend five or six yuan to buy yourself a bowl of noodles outside, at present this life difficult woman race is better than me, my in the mind some pity myself. Fang asked me how much my hair was cut? I said fifteen. Fang said that it is not difficult for my child to see if it is worth seven dollars.? I didn’t say anything.. Why don’t you bargain with him, a regular customer? I said, go to all regular customers. It suddenly dawned on me that I spent more than she did on a haircut.. The shoes were meant to be given to her, but I didn’t say anything when I heard what she meant. I took the shoes and went away.. Every time I see Fang, my heart is stuffy, this time too. When I saw her, I was always conflicted and conflicted. I knew she was having a hard time. As a friend, I should lend a helping hand.. But my heart is not willing to help her. This is also what psychological cognitive dissonance means. I think she was disappointed with me when I was depressed by the fight between the two ideas that should be helped and those that are not worth helping.. However, my shoes were disgraced by her and she didn’t wear them for nothing. I couldn’t stand my self – esteem, so we couldn’t get together all the time..